

❝ I live in sickness, I live in spinning, the whole wide world is a carousel, I stood in line, and now the ride's beginning, I could still do so much more if I don't kill myself..❞
Just a warning before you talk to me I'm extremely mental so don't be surprised. I can't get diagonzied since I have toxic parents so don't even bring that up. My main interests change frequently, but are mostly always anime related or a certain character I kin. I hate people in general deep down so don't get offended, its nothing personal. If I don't hate you it's rare since I can't really form relationships no matter what I do. I really like nu metal, rock, and jrock. I'm into visual kei fashion style and music, my main honmeis are chill, ai, mako, and hiro. I draw sometimes whenever I have motivation but I can never bring myself to finish them or anything so I mainly do trad art. If I were to guess my mental disorders based on multiple quizzes and some research I did I have bpd, autism, (pos.) ; ocd, and npd. (not self diagonosing, if u have a problem with it fuck off) I already know I have depression and like every anxiety with attachment issues (probably avoidant attachment). If you're wondering how I got all these issues my stepdad and mom are mostly to blame but other people did shit too like physically and mentally just like my parents (they're basically all twinning). As well as my environment growing up and how i've pretty much grown in a crime filled place with pedos, rapists, gangs, druggies, and everything else.

꒰ fav artists ꒱ |
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grlwood - black dresses - siouxxie sixxsta - koЯn - slipknot - nirvana - kakumay - gulu gulu - kaneto juusei - ic3peak - whatsaheart - bug sprxy - punkinloveee - alex g - crystal castles - deftones - machine girl - murderdolls - newdad - pastel ghost - plastic tree - rory in early 20s - sewerslvt - slowdive - uchu nekoko - usedcvnt - weezer - zombie - ミドリ - 梟 - 溶けない名前 - 仮病 - exist†trace - apocalipsis - babuchan - 罪草 |
꒰ kinnies ꒱ |
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izana kurokawa - manjiro sano - kazutora hanemiya - sanzu haruchiyo - kanade yoisaki - asahina mafuyu - ena shinonome - mizuki akiyama - tenma saki - shinji iwakari - asuka langely - rei ayanami - lain iwakura - asa mitaka - amechan - sayori - yuri - natsuki - dazai osamu - fyodor dostovesky - akutugawa ryunosuke - mizi - sua - till - ivan - luka - hyuna - jecka - nicole - emily - ari - haise sasaki - eto yoshimura - juuzou suzuya |